| UGH!!! |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
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i hate my job.....hate so much that i wanna curse everyone out n just leave......talk about anger management... |
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| can't help that my heart hurtz |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|07:26 pm] |
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| | horrible whole foods musac | ] |
Open Your Heart
written by Madonna, Gardner Cole, and Peter Rafelson
Track 2, Time: 4:12
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(Spoken:)
Watch out!
I see you on the street and you walk on by
You make me wanna hang my head down and cry
If you gave me half a chance you'd see
My desire burning inside of me
But you choose to look the other way
I've had to work much harder than this
For something I want don't try to resist me
Chorus:
Open your heart to me, baby
I hold the lock and you hold the key
Open your heart to me, darlin'
I'll give you love if you, you turn the key
I think that you're afraid to look in my eyes
You look a little sad boy, I wonder why
I follow you around but you can't see
You're too wrapped up in yourself to notice
So you choose to look the other way
Well, I've got something to say
Don't try to run I can keep up with you
Nothing can stop me from trying, you've got to
(chorus)
Open your heart with the key
One is such a lonely number
Ah, ah, ah, ah
Open your heart, I'll make you love me
It's not that hard, if you just turn the key
Don't try to run I can keep up with you
Nothing can stop me from trying, you've got to
(chorus)
Open your heart with the key
Open your heart, I'll make you love me
It's not that hard, if you just turn the key
(repeat and fade) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|11:10 pm] |
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| | Lionel Richie | ] |
I GIVE UP ON MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot take this anymore........i met a kid who so far i really like but i dunno if he really likes me.......i'm just so frustrated.............. |
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| i dunno....what do u think |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|02:53 pm] |
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| | i wanna go home | ] |
You are a Princess, accustomed to only the
best. Elegant and poised, you believe in High
Standards, and like your standards to be met.
You are gracious and kind, to those you find
deserving; but woe betide anyone who does not
meet your standards, you would dismiss them
with a casual wave of your hand. Not only do
you set high standards for others, you set them
for yourself also, and sometimes find yourself
struggling to meet them. .Most of your life you
have gained what you wanted, probably an only
or youngest child, you put you first! However,
saying that, you are not entirely self-centred,
only you have learnt to put yourself first.
When moved, you are capable of empathy and
kindness, and would willingly do your best to
help others; but your life so far has taught
you, that you must come first. You are also
well learned.At your best, you are kind,
gracious, noble and focused; at your worst you
are selfish, dismissive and stubborn. If you
don't agree with something, you would nod your
head graciously, and refuse to be swayed. You
are special, and everyone should know that.
Are you a Princess, Enchantress, Faerie, Mermaid or Toad? (with pictures!)
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| written 5 days ago |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|11:48 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | i hate school | ] |
Dear Journal,
It's April 20th, 2005;one of the most beautiful days that we have witnessed so far. Some may consider it as "Yay! It's pot day," I, however, think of it as a day of warmth, smiles, and laughter among friends/family. Since I was bored out of my mind at school, as well as lonely, I decided to come to one of my favorite places........Starbucks on Millburn Ave.
Today would have been a nice day to venture out into the city, but by the time I get there and find someone to hangout with it will get late very quickly. By then the day will be gone and nothing will be there to savor; only the sunset. My friends informed me that they will be back at school between 5 &6. That gives me enough time to sit here, in this calm, collected atmosphere, and enjoy my caramel macchiato chased with none other than the double shot of espresso. Alas it is springtime. The season when flowers and trees are in bloom, kids are in laughter mode, malls have a billion sales/clearances and as the cliche goes "love is in the air." However, I still speculate whether the cliche is true or just a state of mind.
On more of a less philosophical note, I would like to announce that I am a big meanie! I don't recall ever talking about Diane from school. But she, to put it somehwhat nicely, is a rude as well as a disrespectful human being. So, today she got a taste of her own medicine. She parked in the visitors lot, which is absolutely not aloud, and I told the security guard on duty that her car was right there and that she is a student. He was like "oh yea I saw her park there this morning and I knew I forgot to issue her a ticket." He then thanked me and Martha and I proceeded to walk away. Martha wanted to go find Frank, of course, and she kepton laughing about the whole Diane situation as we were strolling along. I know what ya'll are thinking. I'm going to hell. That is if there is one. I don't think that there is but I dunno. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2003|09:29 am] |
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........yesterday i was woken up with the annoyance of the phone ringing....and i must mention that she woke me up at 7:30 in the morning.....my mother called about 5 or 6 times before i picked it up......the determination this woman has i can only hope to understand..but anyway.......when i finally woke up, had breakfast,fed squirtface, i put him on the bus for school, went to get my hair hacked off, went grocery shopping in town,(weird ass people in that place),came home to do dishes, and then proceeded to study...the day in itself was pretty standard..i'm pretty much bored right now.......in my school's library...and to be perfectly honest.....people here are so bizarre that it ain't even cute......i'll give them a chance though...cause to them i'm probably bizarre....lol.....1 |
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| the life of a college student |
[Sep. 8th, 2003|09:38 am] |
Okay before I started school I thought to myself that I would have time for everything...you know...studying, homework, work, social life, and the key factor to keep me together.....sleep!...lol....i thought that since i only work friday nights and weekends and i only go to classes mon, wed, and fri, i would have time to study tue and thurs.....yea right....
my perception on college is somewhat altered at this point...i thought that there would be a lot of teens here but there aren't...my most intriguing class is psych....the town of maplewood is okay i guess......there was just more stuff to do in s.i., i'm hoping that by the time i'm all settled in and everything that all will come into place...
by next year i'll more than likely will be driving....yay!...that is if i don't spend all my money shopping!...lol.....i think i'm gonna lease a car...but i don't know yet....the car that i really want is the jeep wrangler rubicon in silver...but that is a little outta my budget....this entry is a little boring but the only reason i can think of why this is, is because i don't think i'm happy.....when i left s.i. i left angry and upset with broken friendships.....a huge part of me wishes that this didn't happen....and if a particular person is reading this then i want to say i am sorry to her....i don't expect a response but i do want to be the bigger person here....and accept the responsibility which is my own....i also don't expect anything from her.....such as starting anew....but i just want to state for the record that i am sorry that this happened and i hope that you succeed in everything that you do....not just in school but in life...i will miss u but i do know that life goes on....take care of yourself... |
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| i hate life |
[Feb. 7th, 2003|09:42 am] |
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......during our last class yesterday afternoon our law and gov't teacher came in to announce that we didn't have school today...which made us all happy...and i thought that i was going to have the house to myself.....well guess what.....i didn't get the house to myself...turns out that my little brother's school canceled as well....all because of the inclement weather....i was pissed cause i also wanted to go out today to see my friends at boro hall park.....guess i'll see them on monday that is if i don't get out too late from school....yesterday when i went a friend of mine informed me that my ex wants to talk to me.....i was like "o joy"...like i really want to talk to that shit head........i'll just avoid him.....like i always do whenever i see him.......lol.....so far this week has been ok.......a couple of girls in my school aren't talking to me for the most ridiculous reasons in the world...and i just rather not bother with them at all....cause they drive me insane.....lets see what else is new with me.....well i like my new classes this semester....all except for the teacher that i have for psych....shes the same woman that taught me,attempted to teach us, economics....the woman sounds and acts like fuckin Ben Stein.....swear to god she does....but yea thats been my week so far......hopefully i'll get a chance to sleep later on because i was woken up really early today.....lol.....ttyl.. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2003|11:29 am] |
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